that’s life

I’m gonna say like Mrs Gump once said;
Life’s like a box of chocolate,you’ll never know what you’re gonna get..

And that’s true..Life’s full of surprises,good and bad..

On day this bomb dropped down on me,it fell like a heavy burden,he placed it on my shoulders..it’s been there for a long long time now,but I didn’t notice it until now that is..

It’s the base for all the other problems that I’ve had over these past 5 years..
I just didn’t think that it all started as early as it did,at age 10-11..

Distortion is the word to use.. 

he did something horrible that day..I cryied..I cant belive that I’ve sometimes missed him throughout these years that he’s been gone..

An I really thank God that he left that one day..
the things he did to us are unforgivable..
it’s like he carved out my heart that day,and dumped it in the garbagebin..

I’d like to have my heart back please,all healed and clean,thank you very much.

But I’ve got to say that now that I remember what happend I don’t miss him at all..I just wish that he would’ve left earlier!